uniquelyspoken

Monday, May 9, 2011

What is God’s glory, exactly?
it’s about something amazing that changes the heart, producing the fruits of the Spirit.
Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Goodness, Kindness, Gentleness and Self-Control
God’s glory is about seeing something amazing, experiencing something out-of-this-world
The Spirit produce's His fruit that last a lifetime. God’s glory is in the transformation of the heart
Heaven and Earth met in Jesus when he walked this planet and now meets in us, by His HOLY SPIRIT.

Let us get caught in the smacking kiss of heaven meeting earth.
We want to be filled with your glory.
We want to rend our Heart to you God.
WE want all the fruits of your Spirit.
Love Joy Peace Patience Goodness Kindness Gentleness and Self-Control

Will you take us to the Next Level of Glory?
We know you will.
SO TAKE US GOD!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

I got really upset with the enemy last night and realized after writing that.Yes I did it to provoke, to offend, and yeah if i upset anyone I kinda think I was trying to. But not to condem. it was to show that there is something better then the way of this world the enemy has really tricked us in to believing these lies. 

I want Jesus to receive his full inheritance and if everyone is so busy being completely blinded by the enemy because of all the "Stuff" everyone wraps them self up in , then you guys are going to miss out on the greatest things that the Lord has for you. Did you know that your days are already ordained? That God has already written about you in his book. The things that you are doing right now. That pull you away from God and the realness about him its only causing you to be completely numbed and you are being feed the worse things you could ever take in. This world is posioning this world. and not just the unsaved world But the enemy has taking ground in the Christian Church. There are so many Christian Church's that are being ran by the enemy. But how can that be. The enemy is a lier, He is the father of lies so shorly he can discuse his lies with twisted truth. He tryed to do it to Jesus. The enemy twisted the words of the Lord around. But Jesus stood on the his Fathers words. 

Jesus desires you. Delights in the little things you do so well. WAKE UP! Chruch you have been deseved. Bride you have been lied. to. its times to stand up and fight back.. When Jesus comes back its for His blameless and spotless bride. If we  wake up now. then Jesus will come back. I know I want to see Him come back. 

I believe that there will be a day, an hour when the whole bride /church will be in unity and they will at the same time all over the earth. sing in one acord. in unity at the same time. "Come Jesus, Come for your bride" as we lift our voices together It will be the trumpet that sounds the heaven's and The King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, will come riding on the clouds with Justic In his eyes , and Jeleousy for His Bride. He is coming to take his place on his throne. WE are his. He paid or us with his own blood. There is so much the church does not understand. I know this because I grew up in the church and I have never learned so much in my life before this past year. 

We worry so much about formuls to fix life and things that go along with that type of stuff. We loose the truth. we forget about faith. We lean on our self. And we through God out.. Time is changing and God's raising his sounds. He is not happy with the way this world is behaving and He is going to disapline his children. Guess what.. With Love. with care. with whole hearted commassion. He Loves his Church. He Loves His bride. 

He Loves you
you know, I'm really sick of the counter-fit PEOPLE satisfy them self with.. well guess what???? GOD CREATED PLEASURE.. So, what you have experienced and called pleasure isn't even close to the real thing. Chew on that for a while. Next time you go out to enjoy yourself with that so called "pleasure", I really hope it becomes unsatisfying. I hope it drives you to want the real thing. GOD CREATED PLEASURE!!. I dare you to ask him to give you the fullness of His Pleasure.Taste and see that the LORD IS GOOD.


How empty are you anyways???
Gosh you guys really need to get your butts kicked in to reaLITY.

" Oh I  love Jesus, but Imma go out and party with the woLrd, sex like the world, get high like the world and go to church with a  hangover...." COME ON GUYS. GET WITH IT. YOU AREN'T DOING ANYONE A FAVOR BY BEING LIKE THE WORLD. YOU WHO CLAIM TO LOVE JESUS. 

IF YOU LOVE HIM. THEM SHOW HIM THAT YOU LOVE HIM. STOP PUTTING ON AN ACT FOR YOUR FRIENDS AROUND YOU." YOU LOOK GOOD IN THAT CHRISTIAN COAT".
MAN......
YOU WOULD LOOK BETTER IN THE WORLD. THEN WITH THAT COAT COVERING, HIDDING ALL YOUR LIES BENEATH IT.


I'm in the mood to provoke but I may take it to far.

but you know what.. For so long I had to deal with the Long Island fake christian nonsence and I am sick of it.
I'm sick of people faking God. I'm sick of people just putting on a front at church or whereever the "cool" place to chill out at is if your a christian.Then you go home, messing around with there boyfriend or girlfriend. Smoking Blunt,bong bowl,joint, contraption you created with a curtain group of people... "well i only smoke these days." or " I only smoke with this crew". hows about " I only shot up on weekends that extend to wednesday." or.. " I go to the bars and party with my christian friends so its ok"...

FAKE FAKE FAKE.

GOD ISNT HAPPY WITH THIS. YES  he loves you. yeah he has grace and mercy for you. but how far are you willing to risk your LIFE for the world.

DONE DONE DONE.......

STOP IF YOU ARE GOING TO LIVE IN THE WORLD AND OF THE WORLD THEN SAY IT. STOP FRONTEN. STOP PLAYING THIS STUPID GAME. GOD KNOWS YOUR LOOKING AT THAT PORN AND HE KNOWS WHAT YOUR THINKING WHEN SOMEONE WITH CURVES.(MEN AND WOMEN) WALK IN TO YOUR VIEW..GUESS WHAT..THATS YOUR SISTER THATS YOUR BROTHER THATS YOUR MOTHER THATS YOUR FATHER. KNOCK IT OFF. 

Best thing that happens when you stop pretending to Love God and you really do it. Holy Spirit changes you.You become a differnt person and you know how i know that. well because. 
I use to be that the :
"l only smoke weed on these days." I only smoke with these people" " I smoke all the time but I can control my self so no one around me can tell"
"I deffenitly only snort cocaine with my "friends" and we only do acid when we are together. Oh and I'm only doing ectacy because I got a good deal on them and I'm ganna sell them too"( opps i crashed my car and almost died)
"ok so I'mma just look at porn when noone is around." "oh well everyones sleeping so Ijust need to look at naked people having sex" "oh man now I got a problem, but if i hide it, it will go away" ( It bits you in the butt  when you get older and when your trying to focus on good things some messed up pictures start playing in your mind.. not fun. )
" i ant never ganna do heroin." " this guy has been buggin me for a month" "oh snap ok once" "oh snap every daynow" ( what heroin is addictve.??? never got that memoo.. SIKE..)

I've been there, and this is not even the depth of what I have walk through and gotten out of. 
When you stop faking and you get real. 
you will change. I changed.
and I didn't change myself.
I don't and will never have the power to change my self
But I did change what I spent my time on doing.
I got real with God and God got real with me. 


I let God Search me out.
and today I totally realized that I DON'T EVER WANT THE COUNTERFIT TO TOUCH ME . 
I am sick of this world and how lame it really is.
i found something real. Guess what.
God can go out of time and space and change things in this life, we have going right now.
he can go in to tomorrow and make some thing happen and we get to  watch it happen.
He can go in to our past and fix something that happened to us that wasn't so go.
Something the enemy caused to happen.
God can go back fix that problem and guess what..
it will litterally change you in a moment..
how is this possible you thing?
BETH HAS GONE CRAZY !! YOU SAY..
Well I say. I got real with God and God got REAL WITH ME.


So wake up.
breath in that Holy ghost bong air and get totally ripped on Heaven.
or pick up that invisable gablit and start drinking it down and get drunk of the new wine of the Spirit. 
DUDE. arent you sick of this fakeness the enemy has been inticing you with ...for like ever..
that weed you got right now.ant got nothing on what God got for ya.
that sex. is only ganna leave you empty. I wonder How God would totally hook you up if you waited to have sex with the person your suppose to marry. you tell me you've already had sex so you cant go back. well you cant go back but God can. he can totally hook you up with some healing some revelation some deep love. that will mend your broken heart and then you will be excited to wait to have sex. you'll be that person thats like..." oh man god totally hooked me up with this person and we are so waiting to have sex till our wedding night and man!!! Gods ganna hooook it upppp. cause yoo yo yo .He totally created PLEASURE!!!..."

God is good. just ask. 


If this offended anyone. well Good I guess. I'm not here to please the world, I just felt this so heavy on me today. cause I ant purfice and Im sick of people believing the lie the enemy has breathed in to there souls. It's about time people came to realitiy and really went for what is really there instead of this wasting of time the enemy has gotten everyone in to.

I love you all

peace and Love 
Elizabeth Dawn 

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

So I did some Looking on youtube and found some fun videos of Holy Spirit holding things on the wall.
Here is one that I love . This Little boy says amen over and over and he sticks lego's and a business card on the wall.


I like this Next one because It is really encouraging . A father teaches his Kids that that its Jesus inside of them that they are able to do this and anything



If you find any good ones send them my way I want to watch them!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

I am going in to my 5th week of this internship with a sound mind. It has been one thing that I have been asking for. As I pressed closer to my Lord, I began to ask him to take our the things in my that weren’t Him.

In doing that I had realized there was a stronghold on me, that I had found. I told it that it needed to get out because it has no authority over my mind anymore. I got in to a conflict with this stronghold. Friday morning. as Nesa did a dance watch, I joined in by playing drums. Drums seem to break things off of me. this Stronghold started to fight with me as I commanded it to leave in Jesus Name.

I then sat down and tried to read a book that I am reading in a class, but this thing kept fighting with me as I kept telling it to leave. My mind got pretty intense for a while. Then I noticed that Amy and Angela where around me. Angela asked what was wrong and I couldn’t talk other then saying it needs to leave it won’t leave my mind. They started to pray over me, as they prayed the stronghold started to freak out, and manifest. My upper body flung down to the table and I practically fell off the chair I was sitting on. my head came down to the table and I started to cry and weep. My hands tensed up and were so tight. after a bit it was gone. My hands began to relax and I was taking deep breaths in to my lungs. I rested for a bit. with my head down, just breathing. This manifestation had drained me a bit.
This took place about 10 or 15 minutes before mine and Amy’s set, after I rested for a few minutes I got up. grabbed my guitar and went up to do my set. Angela was going to let me sit out and relax, but I needed to praise God, and Sing my heart out. I was free, I was free and of a sound mind.  After a while I did become tired. so I asked Paul to take over the end of my set with Amy. I then went in to the prophetic room  where Angela was being delivered as well.  Where there is one deliverance there is another, Praise God!.  After Angela and I where able to get up and walk, we went in to the Kitchen made some food cause we where kind of hungry after so much deliverance.

As I sat at the table I began to notice all these little sounds. Sounds the room was making. you know how buildings and house have there own little sounds. Well, I was able to hear them. I was amazed, from the deliverance of the Stronghold that was on me, I also gained better hearing. Even the slight sound of the freezer kicking on I heard. I felt lighter, I could hear better, and the voice in my head, that I had believed was me, was gone. no more lies were being feed to me.

I was able to get to sleep pretty quickly with out my brain thinking about everything and anything. I woke up to a phone call from my brother, I told him what had happened. After that  I sat in my bed. and looked around, and realized I wasn’t thinking. I was listening to the sounds around me. I could hear so many things, and that voice was gone. I’m still getting use to it. that Voice had been in my head for over 10 years, maybe even longer. only God knows when it latched its self on me. But I definitely started to notice something was off when I started to remember some of the messed up things I had gone through when I was 14, so it might have happened around that time.
I am excited about this, and I think one of the things that excites me is that by being freed from such a mind set. I know  that I will be praying in to peoples lives who have  the same thing on them and Jesus is going to set them free and they will have a sound mind. Then they will be able to prayer that sucka off of other people . and it will me like a domino affect of Gods power flowing through his people.
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 AMEN

This has taken place on Friday, March 12. On Saturday the 13th I help in praying against the same stronghold on a friend and God set her free. Thank you Lord. Now she can do it for others. and God is going to continue to Deliver people 
AMEN


Monday, March 8, 2010

This past weekend has been one of much uprooting. I'd like to share with you what has happened in the past 3½ weeks. I have been doing the Fire By Night Internship for the past 3 ½ weeks. God has been doing a great deal of work in my heart.. The first week God took me through a time of Love. He romanced me and He began to show me what love is. For instance, Love between a husband and a wife, it is so beautiful. He was showing me how I’m supposed to be loved. He rekindled the flame that had dimmed out over the 10 years that I had been lost. It was like a honeymoon. I got to focus on God as the bridegroom God. He spoke in to my heart as his bride, His desire for me is a fiery burning passion. He longs for me to draw close to Him in an intimate relationship with Him. The second week wasn’t so much of a smitten feeling. I did struggle a bit. I was trying to give everything to God and didn’t understand why I felt like there was still stuff I was holding on to. After talking to one of my leaders Angela, I gained some understanding of how God desires us to put Him above everything. Even if He isn't showing us or bring everything up all at once. There’s good reason why The Lord doesn't let everything unravel all at once. It would be to over whelming. So I was able to drew close to the Lord and allow Him to fill me up with His peace. I was able to take what I was thinking and dwelling on and put them aside to regain my focus on my Prince Jesus. I’ve gained new understanding of my inheritance. I am my fathers daughter, He is the King, there for I am his princess . Grasping this wasn’t all that easy cause that whole princess thing didn’t fit in with the way I looked at my self. I would consider my self a servant of the princess, if anything but God really showed me that I am royalty, and I am not a servant girl I am his daughter that He Loves with a deep passion and desire. Just recently I had a very mighty encounter with Jesus. For the past few weeks that I have been here, I kept asking God to Overwhelm me. He Did… For 2 days I was so over whelmed with the presence of Heaven , my body was twitching so much and I had no idea how to gain control or channel it, so I just let God do what ever He wanted. Friday morning when I was heading back home to go to bed. I started singing the song. “ and I'll become Even more undignified than this Some may say It's foolishness But I'll become Even more undignified than this Leave my pride By my side” It was definitely the right song to be singing cause I had no control over what my body was doing due to the power of God.. The next day when I woke up, I started my day off the same way I ended the day before. and walking in to SHOP was a challenge for my legs. cause my body wanted to crouch over and twitch, it was kind of funny looking. That night during EGS March 5th, While I was up in the front in a line with all the women in the house. I began to see in the Spirit, Jesus walked in front of me. and Punched his hand through my stomach. For a while I was crouched over because Jesus was doing a work in my spirit. I didn’t know what he was doing at the time but I knew that it was good. That night was pretty intense. I had taken the advice I received from Nel’s He told me. when you get overwhelmed by the spirit channel it in to something for his Kingdom. weather it be singing your heart out writing or anything having to do with God. Use the Heaven that is pouring in to you and project it outward. Those weren’t the exact words, but that was basically what He told me. so that night. after my dinner break I decided to meditate on some scripture and I ended up writing a song. I was able to channel what God was pouring in to me. in to the song. I sang it from my heart. In the morning when it was time to head home. I was writing some last minute letters to some people. when Some old memories of my past came flooding in to my mind. I was pretty overwhelmed with These thoughts, as tears rolled down my face, I started to remember the first time I had been manipulated by a guy and used. I realized when I began to feel worthless, depressed , suicidal. I began to realize why I have had so many insecurity’s about my self. when Jesus Stuck his hand in my belly he was uprooting a vine that Had been planted 10 years ago. in the result of him uprooting this vine. the memories came flooding in. It took forever to finally get to sleep but as I was laying in my bed. I felt My Abba daddy just holding me and rocking me to sleep. in the morning I didn’t even want to get up. but I did. So messed up from the morning, I was kind of feeling drained so stepped out side for a bit. and begin to speak to God, I realized that due to what happened to me. I had harbored resentment in my heart towards God for many years. I asked for forgiveness for that, and God showed me that, what happened to me. isn’t going to hurt me anymore. He will take it and turn it to glorify Him. I headed down to SHOP and spent a while crying and God spoke to me. and poured his Love out on me. We started to break down walls in my heart together. As I focused my everything on my Abba, this is what I saw: Abba Daddy, came with me. and we picked up this huge sledge hammer and we started to break down the wall that had been built. we laughed with Joy as we tore this wall down together. all the rubble fell in to the enemies camp, on to all there weapons and they where destroyed. as we finished up the demolition Abba Daddy pulled me up next to him. and we sat down . with our feet up . looking out in to the distance. and he started to paint the dawn of the day. putting colors in the sky. putting streams of living water in the distance. He painted mountains and a green pastier, trees. and he put birds in the sky. We sat together, He said, “You are my Dawn. I have been waiting for this day for a while.” Dawn is my middle name. Abba wakes up to me. He loves and delights in me to sit with him as the dawn breaks. I look forwards to more of God filling me up. In 3 weeks he has taken me on a journey. One thing I am thankful for is that He pulled the roots up and I am free from the torment of the enemies lies that had been playing in my head for 10 years I am free from that. Thank you Jesus.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Video Blog

So Jesus Blessed me with a Laptop,
Which mean I can make video's again.
so Guess what I did.
I made a video
This was our day off. from Shop.
Feb 28th.
There are more to come from now on.
I am in my 3rd week of my internship.
I wonder what God has in Store this week.
The first week I was smitten by his Love
the second week I was an emotional roller coaster
with Joy in the end .
One thing I'm trying to do is keep my focus on Him.
sometimes its hard, when I start thinking about random stuff.
so when I do trail off in to thoughts, I'm doing my best to give it to God,
and just Thank him for His Love and what he is doing for me.
I will be skipping off now.
I've got my Media class next.
and them some Study time.
What has God done for you this week?

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

quick update

Hey guys, Life has been full of so much Love. In one week The Lord has transformed my heart, In to a heart that Is beginning to understand my Fathers heart. I want God to say that I am a woman after his heart. Coming to the realization that I am royalty, has opened my eyes. We are Kings and Queens yo!! I can't really get in to deep detail right now but email me. or write me a letter. if you want my address contacted me on my email. uniquelyeclectic@gmail.com I want to share a lot with you guys. once I have more time I will go in depth of what has been happening during my internship at House of Prayer.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Enlightened conversation

When I get up off my ass, Things take place in my day that puts a big smile on my face.
Today, I made it downtown. to chill with Makia, One of my homies here in Salem.
during that adventure. I got to see a ton of amazing people that I've gotten to know
since I moved here.
and I got surprised twice with running in to my two friends Mike and Tim.
each time they had a different friend with them.
I payed for the rest of my internship. and I got to take a trip to the house I will be living in for the next 3 months. I fell in love with it.
It's cute, and homey, quaint and seclusivelly beautiful.
We will be living in the lower part, we have an awesome balcony in the back,
and the house sits on a mountain
so its like a sloppy drop down . if ya fell ha.
but I don't plan on falling.
and This is my back yard view
After checking out the new place.
I chilled with my friend Cherie
I had such a good conversation with her
It was enlightening.
One think that really stood out is
How our words have so much power.
and How having the ability to speak
is a gift.
because our words can have suck an impact on people.
makes me want to really use my words with
wisdom.
After spending some time with Cherie
I headed over to the Ike Box,
to spend some time with
some of the Reconciliation crew
we read Philippians out loud and then talked about what stood out.
and I also got to share a bit of stuff that I think about.
I felt like i was able to share freely.
and it was awesome.
because the feedback was good.
and I've realized today.
that I have a lot to say
and think about.
being able to share it freely.
definitely opens up the floor to get feedback and understand things.
aight I'm finish this up cause I've been sitting here for about an hour.
and I wanna work on some stuff.
Internship for me starts Friday
so keep that in prayer for me.
if you have any prayer requests let me know
I'll lift them up for ya.
I love you guys!

Monday, February 8, 2010