Its been Stressful

Its been one emotionally Stressful week. Being able to look at the mistakes with in a leadership I was under and not hold it against them, but praying for some kind of Reconcilation is where my heart is. I was through in to a ministry, That has a heart for the young adult counter culter population, It has been a blessing building relationship with The people that I've meet, but being givin a task that was far beyond what I could handle was really hard to deal with. And also living in a house where I was alone most of the time and seperated from some kinds of social life was killing me. Ive realized Im in no position to take on something I am not called to do. I am not called to be one of 2 people to run a ministry. its not my calling to do that. my calling to seek first the kingdom of God, To spend time getting to know my Abba. so With everything that has taken place in the past week. I have decided that I will be Doing an internship at House OF Prayer for 3 months. I am really looking forward to what God has in store for me. and I am praying for Reconcilation with the leader of the ministry and those in the house i was living in. Through everything, Ive been keeping my chin up, and I have been focusing on the Lord, God has also put amazing people in my life. and they have been praying for me and with me. and also spending time with me. which has helped. and being here with my family has been a total blessing they are leaving for NY in a few months so spending as much time as I can with them has been awesome. Immma Miss them alott. God is Good. and he walks with us through the storm, He knows what we need. and He knows when our heart is true. ! I love my Abba.